P.S: It pains me to realize I suck at writing rhymes. HAHAHA!
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Moments of regret.
I shouldn't tell that I had a crush before on that certain person.
And now there's this uncomfy tension between us both. We could pretend that it never happened, and say that it was all in the past.
But its not as easy to let it go, unless you are one ruthless beast.
Nevertheless I wish it didn't happen. I wish I really could turn back time.
Now let's just be cool
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Mom shouldn't have said "Sometimes I feel like I'm going away"
Going away to where Mom?
"Somewhere we should not fear of. Sometimes, I just feel that my time is soon."
Why would she even say that?
My heart felt so heavy when she said that. My voluntary reflex action = tears building up, the state of being speechless and blank mind.
She just struck me out of nowhere with that.
Stubbornly, I brushed off the topic. Held back my tears. Move on, to the next topic.
Gosh.
I don't wish to look forward for such things. Nor do I want to hear about it. It's just all plain scary. I don't think I could face it or live with it.
Mom is everything to me. Without her, I don't know what I'll Be.
Love you mom.
I'll pray for your longetivity and health. So that each day, I can wake up and see your face again.
Oh Mother, I love you so much.
City of Weirdos. 10:34 AM
