P.S: It pains me to realize I suck at writing rhymes. HAHAHA!
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Dear blog,
I had realized that most people who knew me or befriended me are not at all sincere.
They are always around me cause they would like to gain something from me for their own selfish desire or neccessity.
Not many befriend me for who I am.
And once they gotten it, they'll simply briskly float adrift from this so-so friendship leaving me in the middle of nowhere.
But they'll only come back to me for the same old reasons.
They always appear sincere in their words, persona, and leave you with such hopeful impressions to me.
Unfortunately, I am that gullible to succumb into this whole act.
I have forgotten the thoery of life being a stage. And all are actors. Not many are sincere in what they do.
Honestly, I don't really expect something huge in return. Just a little bit of appreciation and thought will be sufficient to make me feel human.
And in the act of selfishness, (like you do), I will write this statements inconsiderately:
That you
ONLY got close to me just to be with
HER.And you were
ONLY willing to go out with me just to be with
HIM.
Every time I hear you, or know your pressence in the house, the more my hatred towards you grew.
"We will still be the same - muthu, hippo and benny"..."Don't worry I'll guide you through this"... Yeah right. I hate it when you guys know there's a problem between us, and you guys just let it pass. And the worst part, you guys go behind my back and asked my friend to speak on my behalf to settle this whole issue.Point is, in our relationship, you need both two hands to clap? I don't see any effort coming from you.
City of Weirdos. 11:15 AM
